It's been a tough couple week, holidays, my emotional rollercoaster, watching the days pass wondering? Have I done enough? Said enough? Too much? For a person who prided himself in having answers only seems to have questions. I am rattled to the core. I do want to send out a happiest birthday for my best friend Bub who turn 13 today. He's getting stiff and gray like a few more of us. He seems healthly and happy. We was quite happy to see it snow too. Made the mountians look even better. Happy New Year everyone.